Ah. Right.

[Oh, did you hear that? That was the sudden weight of half a lifetime of guilt dropping on Aran again.

So he appreciates when she keeps talking, because he isn't entirely sure what to even say to that.]

...It must have been a shock. Hearing all of that. [...] I know that it was for me.

[Which is putting it very lightly. Shattered his worldview and everything he'd held onto for years, more like.]

If there's anything you want to know about... all of that, you can ask.