[Of all the things to happen, the last one he expected was 'a dead body is the less upsetting conversation today'.]
...I did something real fucking stupid when I was about your age. Thought I knew damn near everything and wanted to make people listen to me, like any idiot teenager. So I committed a moderate amount of theft and went to Fuyuki City. I thought that if I won the Holy Grail, that would prove I had all the talent I assumed I did.
[Broken fingernails, some blood on the hands. Two separate and terrible lines of thought running in his head at once, precariously balanced so he wouldn't lose himself in either.]
Obviously it turned out to be a whole mess I'm still trying to clean up even now. But...mistakes and all, I don't regret it. I can't regret it, because if I did...what was the point, right?
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...I did something real fucking stupid when I was about your age. Thought I knew damn near everything and wanted to make people listen to me, like any idiot teenager. So I committed a moderate amount of theft and went to Fuyuki City. I thought that if I won the Holy Grail, that would prove I had all the talent I assumed I did.
[Broken fingernails, some blood on the hands. Two separate and terrible lines of thought running in his head at once, precariously balanced so he wouldn't lose himself in either.]
Obviously it turned out to be a whole mess I'm still trying to clean up even now. But...mistakes and all, I don't regret it. I can't regret it, because if I did...what was the point, right?