I admire you so much. I always have, but even more so recently. You're so courageous, and smart, and bold. I always wanted to be better friends, but I didn't know how to.
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I admire you so much. I always have, but even more so recently. You're so courageous, and smart, and bold. I always wanted to be better friends, but I didn't know how to.