[He shot Viktor a look that was equal parts 'seriously, that's your question?' and studiously wary. After another weighty pause, he answered.]

...If I get through everything physically and psychologically intact... [and Aqua wasn't in jail forever or subject to any of the myriad other possible consequences of trying to murder a dude,] ...I still think it would be cool to be a surgeon. I've been keeping that option open.

[He leaned his head against the wall.]

Or I could keep going as an actor. I'm not that good, but... it's not the worst job in the world. With my connections, I bet the parts wouldn't dry up for a long time. And there are other roles in that industry I could do just as well.

I could focus on supporting my sister's career. Or help Miyako more with running the agency. [Aqua closed his eyes.] ...Maybe I'd even tell a girl I like her and date her for real.

[Though his wry and weary tone suggested he was joking, the fingers of one hand tightened quietly, unconsciously on the bottom of his hoodie. There was real longing, there.]