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вєяяу тяαρρєя! ([personal profile] mytarget) wrote in [community profile] oddsandends2021-10-08 07:11 pm

96th ♫ | they all say that love wins, but I keep losing no matter what I do.



Hurt/Comfort - Hurt/comfort is a fan fiction genre that involves the physical pain or emotional distress of one character, who is cared for by another character. The injury, sickness or other kind of hurt allows an exploration of the characters and their relationship.

- Post with Character Name | Series in the subject.
- Others respond. Gen, shipping, smut, everything goes.
- Roll 1-10 at RNG for a scene, play it out and have fun!

1. INJURY. You've been injured. Broken bones or bleeding out or maybe just a tiny little papercut. The choice is yours.
2. SICKNESS. You're sick and laid up in bed, at home or in a hospital. The severity is up to you.
3. FEAR/ANXIETY. Something is happening and you're scared beyond belief.
4. LOSS OF SENSES. Sight, touch, taste, hearing, smell, etc. You've lost some important sense or ability and now you're left to deal with it.
5. DESPAIR. Nothing is good or right anymore and you can't shake the depression. Maybe that friend of yours can help though...
6. BREAKUP. You've been dumped. You need someone to comfort you, possibly by the one who dumped you.
7. MAKE UP. Fight or break up, it's time to makeup.
8. RESCUED. You've just been held captive and/or tortured for however long and finally, someone has come to the rescue.
9. BAD ROMANCE. Fight, cheated on, abused, whatever the case is, someone else can clearly see you need comfort from someone who isn't your terrible lover tonight.
10. LOSS. You've experience a loss of some kind and need help getting through it.
11. INSANITY. You're seeing things that aren't really there, hearing voices, or you're just convinced you're at your wit's end finally and you're going to crack. Maybe someone can give you a helping hand.
12. TIRED. You've had a heard life recently and you're just worn too thin to really care anymore. There's no fight left in you anymore. Can someone help change your mind?
13. ADDICTION. Drugs, alcohol, sex, gambling, or any other type of addiction has got you in its grasp. First time or relapse. Will someone be able to save you?
14. INSOMNIA. You can't sleep anymore, no matter how hard you try. Maybe someone can give you company.
15. NIGHTMARES. Or, on the other end of the spectrum, you can't sleep without gruesome, horrible nightmares. Either someone is stuck in your dream with you, witnessing it or they're just waking you up, soothing you out of it.
16. BLACKMAIL. You've been caught doing something you shouldn't and you were blackmailed because of it
17. SEPARATION. You're going to be separated for awhile or were separated for a long time. Either make up for lost time or try to spend every last moment together.
18. VIOLATED. You've been violated in some way. Can include sexual overtones or not. Can someone help you through it?
19. STRANDED. You've been stranded somewhere remote, with no help of anyone finding you for awhile. Can you survive this together?
20. SINS. You're feeling the weight of your sins and guilt clearer than ever. Can someone give you absolution or lessen the ache any?
21. SECRET. It's difficult having to keep that secret of yours, be it a relationship or something you just don't want to share with anybody else. Maybe it's okay to talk about it now though...
22. ADDITION. Babies should be joyous things unless you're in a situation where you know you won't be able to care for them. Either you've adopted or found out you're pregnant.
23. WILDCARD. Anything missing? Make your own, and tell us about it in your top level!.

nmc0204: (ryokogameicons068)

[personal profile] nmc0204 2022-11-07 07:20 pm (UTC)(link)
You did?

[ She can't really hide her surprise – even as she realizes that of course Akira must have earned that scar somehow. And for as sturdy as he is now, he must have been smaller and scrawnier once upon a time. ]

That's a little hard to imagine. Even right from the start, you've always been good in a fight.

[ Watching a guy do an Akira slide into someone's entire body leaves a bit of an impression on a girl, is all.

Her eyes drop from his face to the scar on his chest and she studies it, trying to work out if she can glean what happened without having to ask. But, if he's open to sharing... ]


What exactly happened?
outpsyder: (in the wall)

[personal profile] outpsyder 2022-11-07 08:36 pm (UTC)(link)
Guy pulled a knife, you know how it is. Even though I heard him thinking about it, I didn't realize how big it was gonna be. And then I turned around.

[The nonchalance of this statement might have once been worrying, but this is just what his life is like.]

Matsu nearly beat him to death after I got cut. It wasn't the first or the last time he pulled my ass out of the fire, but...it was definitely one of the worst. I felt like a goddamn idiot for weeks, sittin' in bed while he was out there making sure we had enough bandages and disinfectant to keep me patched up and Taeko was in here worrying about me.

[And he was a little peeved at Matsu, at the time—after all, he had an even bigger scar in the same place, so it felt hypocritical for him to tell him he was being stupid. In retrospect, it's because Matsu had probably been hurt in similar fashion that he could say stuff like that. Akira can't remember if he ever apologized for being so flippant at the time.

Probably not. It always felt like there would be plenty of time to do that, once he was an adult.]


I'm not gonna make you stay in bed, though. And I'm not gonna say anything to Taeko either. I know what it's like, so...I wouldn't wish bed rest on anyone, honestly.

[He'll encourage Ryoko to get some rest when she needs it, but not to the point that she can't do anything.]
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[personal profile] nmc0204 2022-11-08 07:57 pm (UTC)(link)
Even if you tried, you'd never manage it. I'd find a way to get out of bed rest and back into trouble as soon as you turned your back.

[ If she's feeling well enough to make a feeble attempt at a joke like that, then things are probably fine. The sharp pain across her chest and shoulders every time she moves her arms is easing and more than anything, having all her scars and bruises covers makes her feel a little more like... herself. Not being able to see them makes it that much easier to put them out of mind. At least for now.

She lets a comfortable silence fall for a moment longer as he finishes wrapping the next round of bandages, but before he can draw his hand back, Ryoko catches his wrist.

... it takes her a second for what she wants to say to come out of her mouth, though. ]


... thank you. For all this.
outpsyder: (is my rebellion)

[personal profile] outpsyder 2022-11-08 09:02 pm (UTC)(link)
[He's been holding up pretty well, all things considered—seeing Ryoko so vulnerable has been almost uncomfortable, at times, even if he's occasionally wished she'd lower her walls just a little so he could extend a hand to her over them. He always wanted her to do that of her own volition, not because she needed to, and there's something bitter and off about her walls finally coming down in circumstances like this.

When she takes hold of his wrist, however, Akira tries and fails not to turn beet red. All those fuzzy feelings he's been beating back with a stick that clung so tightly to the fact that she said she trusted him all come bursting out at once, and he can only avert his eyes, staring at some spot on the floor off to his side.]


It ain't any trouble, so...

[No, that's not what he means, especially when he's saying it so defensively. He clears his throat a little.

She's not the only one with walls up. His are just a different shape, with a different purpose—even now, he wants to project an image of total confidence. Most times, he's successful, because he has a solid base of true confidence to build on. But right now...he should at least extend her the same courtesy, let them crumble under the weight of the moment, and be a little bit uncool. Just for now.]


...I'm really glad you trusted me to do it.

[He won't thank her for trusting him in these kinds of circumstances, but...

Someday, he'd like to. It means a lot, coming from someone like her.]
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[personal profile] nmc0204 2022-11-10 07:27 am (UTC)(link)
[ Ah. Ryoko being so earnest is just as embarrassing for him as it is for her, it seems. He presents himself with so much bluster and confidence that it's always a bit of a surprise when she says or does something that so clearly squeaks under his guard.

Her hand lingers on his wrist for just a moment longer before she finally lets him go. It's definitely a little mean but it's a relief to know she's not the only one having to put some effort into keeping her composure right now. ]


I'll try to make sure it doesn't get quite this bad again in future. [ Try obviously being the keyword here. She knows better than to make any promises. ] ... But it's good to know there's someone I can rely on to help me if it does.

[ Yes, she'd had Morimura back in her own era - but just because she'd known Morimura could help didn't make the idea of actually relying on her any less absurd.

Akira's different. Even if she doesn't quite know how to put it into words yet.

... Hm, she really hopes he's keeping his mind to himself right now. ]
outpsyder: (we don't need no thought control)

[personal profile] outpsyder 2022-11-10 05:23 pm (UTC)(link)
[It's hard to tell, but based on the extended period of time it's taking for him to stop grinning to himself, even after she lets go of him, no one could blame her for assuming he isn't.

(He isn't. He knows he shouldn't have, but he just wanted it to be true so bad that he couldn't help but check.)]


...W-Well, anyway, I should probably put the bandages away. If you need anything else, let me know.

[Almost as an afterthought, as he's putting everything back in the drawer, that almost petulant tone creeping back into his voice:]

I can help out with way more shit than Morimura could, too, y'know.

[Might as well say this kind of sappy shit while Ryoko's in too much of a state to try to retaliate for reading her mind like that.]
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[personal profile] nmc0204 2022-11-10 08:35 pm (UTC)(link)
[ As he stands and moves away, she makes an attempt to roll her shoulder and see how it's healing – and then immediately winces. Bad idea. The support from the bandages keeps it from being as bad as it had been and the pain is, at least, passing – so long as she's careful today, she should be fine tomorrow with nothing but the light ache of strained muscles and an embarrassing memory to show for it.

She's too busy feeling her fingers across her arm, trying to ease a persistent ache, to quite catch that he's been peeking at least. ]


You definitely have an advantage when it comes to bedside manner, at least. [ She says it idly, like she's just kidding – but then she pauses and glances up at him. Wait, that's right isn't it... ] ... your powers... you can do more than just ease pain, can't you?
outpsyder: (all in all it's just another)

[personal profile] outpsyder 2022-11-10 08:42 pm (UTC)(link)
Yeah...never tried to heal something as big as what you've got goin' on, and I wasn't sure if you wanted me to get experimental with you, so I didn't bring it up.

[Hold on. It's too late to un-say that, but it didn't quite come out right...]

Uh, that is, I'm not sure what my limit is. So I might not be able to heal the whole thing. But I could probably help it along if you're okay with me trying it.

[The thing he'd be most worried about is broken bones, and accidentally healing them into the wrong position—but Ryoko said her ribs weren't broken, so if that's not a problem, it might be worth a shot.]
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[personal profile] nmc0204 2022-11-11 05:52 pm (UTC)(link)
It's not as though I could end up in worse condition than I already am.

[ She tries to make it a joke, but it comes out sounding a bit too flat – maybe joking about things getting worse isn't all that funny when she's already sat here looking so pathetic. She's able to get her pajama top back on without too much struggle, at least – having to get help with that on top of everything else would be a bit too much of a blow to her pride to properly recover from. ]

But if we're careful, then I imagine it could only help. What are you limits, usually, when it comes to this sort of thing?
outpsyder: (all in all you're just another brick)

[personal profile] outpsyder 2022-11-11 06:33 pm (UTC)(link)
Usually I can patch myself up pretty good. But...well, I couldn't fix this when it happened, for instance.

[He points to the scar on his chest.]

'Course, I was younger and my powers weren't as strong, but...

[He finishes putting the bandages away and walks back over to her.]

...Uh, I do have to touch you to do it, though...I can't heal from a distance. That's never changed since I figured out I could do it.
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[personal profile] nmc0204 2022-11-12 01:01 pm (UTC)(link)
[ A brisk nod. ]

That's alright. [ Somehow, the idea of him actually putting his hands on her is a little less humiliating than the idea of needing to have him do her bandages for her – maybe because she knows for certain that this isn't something she'd ever be able to do without his help. ] We'll just take it slowly.

[ for akira's sake more than her own, at this point........ ]

Where should we start?
outpsyder: (no dark sarcasm in the classroom)

[personal profile] outpsyder 2022-11-12 07:28 pm (UTC)(link)
[He kneels in front of her, flexing the fingers of one of his hands as he collects some power there. This, like some of his other, more potent abilities, runs on his emotions, so he's got to make sure he thinks good thoughts.

It's easy to do with Ryoko around.]


...We'll clear up the bruises first. I'm pretty good at those, and it should help with the pain.

[Much as he'd like to tackle that tremendous, awful laceration, he'll work his way up to it. He carefully presses a hand against her ribcage; even with the bandages and now her pajama top, he can remember the awful, vague shape of them, and the entire miserable rainbow of colors her skin had turned as a result. Though the bruising travels further up her chest, he's not going to start there.]

...Do you want me to do all of 'em, or...I can try your arm next instead.

[The least he can do in this situation is ask what she's comfortable with.]
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[personal profile] nmc0204 2022-11-12 09:30 pm (UTC)(link)
Let's start there... and then my arm. If we don't know exactly what the effects will be, then I'd rather start small.

[ She's holding herself stiff and still, like a patient waiting to be poked and prodded by a doctor – she's stiff but not too uncomfortable, at least. ]

Besides... I don't know easy these will be to heal. [ Not that she doubts Akira's abilities, but something as heavy duty as a Sentinel crash might be a little out of his usual wheelhouse. ] I don't want to to exhaust yourself just trying to heal me.
outpsyder: (go crazy; now dive all in)

[personal profile] outpsyder 2022-11-12 11:08 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh, come on. The worst that'll happen is I gotta sleep it off. If I have to be a little tired to help you feel better, I don't mind at all.

[His palm begins to glow with a gentle light, and he closes his eyes to help himself focus. Even with the double layers of her bandages and her pajama top, his hand will feel warm.]

Besides, I help the kids with their bruises all the time. I can at least clear those up.

[The arm is something he's less confident about. He's patched up burns on himself and Matsu from legs or arms in the wrong places on motorcycles, but nothing quite like an electrical burn before.]

You could stand to relax a little, too. I promise it's not gonna hurt.

[It'll just be a pleasantly warm sensation, spreading along her chest, slightly beyond the area of his hand. He moves it a few times just to make sure he's getting every spot on her lower chest.]

Doing okay so far?

[He opens one eye to peek out at her, just in case.]
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[personal profile] nmc0204 2022-11-13 06:16 pm (UTC)(link)
[ She's not sure what she'd been expecting but the gentle warmth that creeps up her side, following along Akira's touch, catches her by surprise. She doesn't fully relax into it, because this is Ryoko and she never relaxes, but some of the tension does leave her. It feels like a shaft of sunshine falling over her wounds and bruises and though she can't see them receding, the way her aches are diminishing tells the whole story. ]

It's really working... [ She sounds impressed. And, maybe more surprisingly for Ryoko, there's a hint of something like wonder on her face as well, like a kid shown a particularly dazzling magic trick. ] Every time I think I've seen everything you can do with your powers, you surprise me all over again.
outpsyder: (i don't need no arms around me)

[personal profile] outpsyder 2022-11-13 08:30 pm (UTC)(link)
Haha...well, you're getting pretty close to actually seeing it all with this.

[There's still a few things he hasn't shown her, but with any luck, he'll never find himself in a position to show her the rest of them to begin with. Not that his powers aren't sick as hell, and he certainly likes being given the chance to show off a little, but most of what he's got left in reserve is usually only trotted out when things are bad enough to need an enormous amount of firepower.]

When I was a kid, I was actually pretty pissed about this one. Because no matter how hard I try, I can't make Kaori any better, so it felt like...what's the use of having this kind of power if I can't use it to fix up my own sister? If developing these powers was some tradeoff for my dad dying, I should've been able to at least help the family I had left...that's what I thought. But...there are people who are just as important to me as she is now that I can help instead, so...I've really come around on it.

[He can be there for Kaori, even if he can't help her with her illness. And he can help Ryoko with her injuries, even if he can't be there for her forever. But being able to help in halfway measures is better than not being able to help at all.]
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[personal profile] nmc0204 2022-11-14 09:11 pm (UTC)(link)
... I know what you mean. When there's something you want to protect above everything else, it's easy to lose sight of what you can do if you're caught up in the things you can't.

[ Judging by her tone, it's a trap Ryoko's fallen into more than once. It makes her feel a little... itchy seeing it mirrored in Akira, though. Maybe it's because she knows how it feels – or maybe because, after seeing Akira do so much for her and all the others, seeing him in particular have that worry sits particularly poorly.

She shifts a little where she's sat. ]


... But... even in just the time I've been here, you've done more than enough for Kaori-chan and everyone else – including me. Even without counting your powers, they're lucky to have you around.
outpsyder: (no dark sarcasm in the classroom)

[personal profile] outpsyder 2022-11-14 10:02 pm (UTC)(link)
...It ain't like that, really. I'm just trying to pick up some slack. That's all.

[He'd heard Taeko and the matron thinking about it occasionally, how much they owed to Matsu for all his efforts to keeping the orphanage afloat, but he hadn't realized the gravity of the situation until after he was gone. The sad truth is there aren't a lot of people willing to put their necks or their wallets out for kids with no families, and even with the circumstances being what they were...

...even if it was only because of what Matsu did to land two kids in the orphanage in the first place...]


...Oh. Sorry, just a sec.

[He can't be having these kinds of melancholy thoughts while he's trying to heal someone—so he reorients his thinking. He's proud of what he's been able to help Ryoko with, even if she's not home yet, and that's what he chooses to focus on.

The warmth of his hands sputters for a second like a heater flickering off momentarily, but eventually resumes.]


I didn't really step up 'til pretty recently. Causing trouble for Taeko was tons of fun, and it ain't like I still don't do it when I can, but I guess everyone's gotta grow up sometime.

[If anything, he's the lucky one to have them around to keep supporting him after all the hell he's raised over the years.]

Shit, if you'd shown up a little earlier, I'd probably be off doin' my own thing instead.
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[personal profile] nmc0204 2022-11-15 07:36 pm (UTC)(link)
I should probably say something about that being hard to imagine, but...

[ Just some good natured ribbing between friends here, gang.

Though for all her jokes, it is hard to imagine Akira not stepping up when needed. She doesn't know what exactly had clicked in his head to make it happen – maybe it's just like he said, the inevitability of growing up and having to act like an adult even when you're not quite all the way there yet. Ryoko understands, of course.

Still... ]


I'm grateful, though. That I arrived when I did. I would have managed by myself, [ sure thing ryoko ] but having your help has made things easier.
outpsyder: (check it lout lout)

[personal profile] outpsyder 2022-11-15 08:31 pm (UTC)(link)
[Akira laughs a little as he reaches for her hand to try her arm next. That's certainly not how he recalls it, but he'll let her have that one.]

Well, it probably only would've been matter of time before word got out about some weird girl picking fights with the Crusaders. I'm sure we'd have met one way or another—I'm not the only guy who made it a full-time job to follow those bastards, after all.

[He gently runs his hand up her arm. All wrapped up as it is, he can't see if it's working, but he certainly hopes so.]

...Still, though...I'm glad I was around to help you, too. It's been a lot of fun, hanging out with you.
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[personal profile] nmc0204 2022-11-23 02:09 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Under the bandages, she feels that same warm tingle run up her arms– deep in her veins rather than the skin-level visible burns and bruising. The tension of her muscles uncoils just a bit and relax under his touch. She's used to that arm being weaker, less useful than her other one by now but she hadn't quite realized just how bad it felt. ]

It's certainly turned out better than I expected when I first arrived here. You made a pretty strong first impression.

[ Not That She Was Impressed Or Anything. ]

... It has been fun, though. Being here. If I had to end up out of my way, I'm glad it was here.
outpsyder: (warming up and)

[personal profile] outpsyder 2022-11-23 05:05 pm (UTC)(link)
[Akira laughs, clearly pleased she still remembers it so well—he hadn't been trying to impress her, sliding into the guy was just the fastest way to butt in, but retroactively, it's become something that he's hoped she thought was cool.

He gives her arm a few more moments, giving it a few gentle prods to see how she reacts, and then reaches up to brush her hair out of her eyes, settling his hand on the side of her head, almost akin to cupping her face.]


...I probably can't do anything about the headaches, or the memory loss. Not all of it. But...

[He can at least help with the residual pain from the crash landing, even if he can't do anything about the reasons behind, and the side effects of, the medication she relies on.]

...Thanks...for letting me help. I'm bad at working with people too, but...I guess recently I realized it's not great to always run off by yourself. 'Course, I doubt I could stop you if you really set your mind to it, but...

[But he's glad she hasn't.]
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[personal profile] nmc0204 2022-11-28 08:09 am (UTC)(link)
You definitely couldn't stop me. I could probably even outrun your bike if I was determined enough to get myself in trouble.

[ We've retreated back to snark, it seems like. Mostly because having Akira say something so sweet and sincere while he's all but cradling her face on his hand is a little...

It's definitely way too late to be getting embarrassed at something so comparatively junivile but something about it just feels a little more loaded compared to... well, everything else he's had to do.

At least she's actually able let him help, now, even if she has to sass him a little over it. She'd never have accepted this kind of assistance when she first arrived, no matter how much pain she was in. ]


... Doing just this is enough, really. It's more than anyone else has been able to do, so... I appreciate it.
outpsyder: (go crazy; now dive all in)

[personal profile] outpsyder 2022-11-29 06:27 am (UTC)(link)
Oh yeah? Then let's have a race when you're feeling better.

[If she's gonna sass him then it's free real estate to do it right back.

Finally, he puts his hands on her chest, fingertips lightly spread out across her collarbone. Something like this used to be too much for him to fix, but he's stronger now, and more determined than he's ever been.]


Just try your best to relax, alright? I know it's been a lot of sitting still but we're almost done, and good vibes will help the process.

[She probably knows she needs to relax and sit still better than he does, given that she's the one who's hurt, but he can't help but feel like he has to fuss over her a little.]
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[personal profile] nmc0204 2022-12-04 06:51 pm (UTC)(link)
I'll do what I can but I'm about as relaxed as I'm going to get.

[ It's Ryoko, after all. But knowing how close she is to having the worst edges taken off her injuries helps a little. She's not usually particularly good at being patient but she's got her hands folded neatly in her lap and her gaze settles itself on Akira's face without her even thinking about it. He looks... focused. Again, there's that prickly, though not unpleasant embarrassment at the idea that he's focusing on her only for Ryoko to realize that she's more or less doing the same in return and hastily picking out a very interesting spot on the opposite wall to stare out instead. ]

... it isn't taking too much out of you, is it?

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