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90th ♫ | love just means i never have to think you're right

Fail Sex♦The Meme

While it would be fantastic if it was, not all sex is magical. Sometimes, sex is awkward and funny or just really, really bad. Sometimes people just fail at it and don't know what they're doing! Or something goes wrong and ruins it all.

It's all about how you handle it...

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- Have fun!

bodily functions →

1 ♦ happens to everyone...
You can't get it up or you're just not getting wet enough for this to be comfortable. Don't worry, this happens to everyone at some point.
2 ♦ cramps/injury!
Ouch, your leg is cramping or your back is protesting the position. Maybe you fell off the bed and hit your head. Ouch.
3 ♦ Can't get there.
Is it the position? Your partner? Whatever, you just can't get off tonight.
4 ♦ Broken!
Oh, oops, the condom broke. Or maybe you forgot to pull out fast enough, take your pill or some other contraceptive fail.
5 ♦ Embarrassing noises...
You just got caught passing gas or something equally embarrassing.
6 ♦ minute man
You just came way too fast.
7 ♦ blame it on the alcohol.
That last drink sounded great, but now you're literally too drunk to do anything.
8 ♦ I'm fine...
You can't do it because you're actually injured and your lover would definitely see if you took off your clothes. Maybe you can be clever about it...
9 ♦ love bites
Those aren't from your current partner... well, maybe there's a good explanation as to why they're there!
10 ♦ sick
You're down with a cold or flu and you just don't feel very sexy at all.

mental blocks →

1 ♦ guilty
You might want to, but you did something wrong and you don't feel like you should have the right.
2 ♦ distraction
You just have way too much on your mind to focus today...laundry, bills, work, school. Maybe you're just trying to figure out the plot to that movie you just saw!
3 ♦ not in the mood
You're tired or just not in the mood, no matter how hard you try.
4 ♦ wrong name
You just called out the wrong name... sorry, honey.
5 ♦ jealous
You think you saw your lover with someone else and you're too mad to care about sex right now.
6 ♦ it's not you- okay, so it is...
You're just so totally turned off by your lover right now...
7 ♦ over the line
Dirty talk is great, but not that name!
8 ♦ laughter is not always the best medicine
Your lover is trying so hard to be sexy for you, but you just can't stop laughing...
9 ♦ nervous
It's your first time and nerves are making it so hard to do. You just don't even know what you're doing...maybe you should wait!
10 ♦ trauma
Trauma is keeping you from enjoying this moment to the best of your ability.

outside influences →

1 ♦ caught in the act
You were caught in the middle of the act and the reaction wasn't great.
2 ♦ where did i put that...
You can't find the lube or the condoms or that nifty new sex toy...
3 ♦ phone
The phone just won't quit ringing!
4 ♦ another person's clothes...
You were getting hot and heavy until you find a suspicious item of clothing shoved under the pillow or cushion, maybe under the seat of the car! Hey, maybe there's an innocent explanation!
5 ♦ stop cockblocking me, bro!
That friend of yours is making sure you're not going to get any tonight... maybe on purpose.
6 ♦ threatened
You were threatened to not be with your lover anymore, so you better try to explain yourself.
7 ♦ Weather
Outside sex sounded great! Until the weather picked up... Snow or a lightning storm just aren't very sexy.
8 ♦ wrong person!
You just sent a sexy message or photo to more than just your lover!
9 ♦ I want to suck your duck
Auto-correct just wants to spice up your sexting, that's all.
10 ♦ not working...
That toy or being tied down is just not going to work for you...

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[He hopes that his slowness in not immediately disrobing her isn't discouraging. It's moreso that he's just savoring the moment, especially since she purposefully left it so there's not much for him to remove. Legosi himself is dressed pretty basically too- just a t-shirt and boxers, really- so that much won't be a hassle for either of them. He's not thinking about that too hard right now though, instead mapping out and memorizing the shape of every contour of Haru's body.

Small, so small...it's all he can think about when it comes to Haru. It's one of the reasons he loves her so much, not to mention small-breed herbivores in general. It's not something he's sure he'd ever be able to explain beyond calling it a fetish, but he supposes that's fine too. Everyone has their preferences. Some people like really muscular men, others like small girls. Legosi is most certainly in the latter camp, just...to the most extreme level possible. It's fine, he's made his peace with it, it's why he's dating a rabbit after all.

It is also quite the experience to not just kiss Haru, but really kiss her. He's been finding a sort of balance between curbing the more prominent parts of his carnivore body, but even then things like this are always going to be uncharted territory. He feels a brief rush of panic when she starts to feel his teeth, as if he expects her to slip and cut herself, or- god forbid- he accidentally bites her without even thinking about it. It would be so easy to slip, letting his thoughts wander over how soft she is, too soft beneath his hands...

The sound of her voice after the kiss has been broken is what snaps him away from those thoughts, grounding him back in reality as he shifts to sit up. A moment's thought has him reaching back to tug his pillow along with the movement so he can lean back against it so Haru will be able to more easily settle wherever on his torso she desires. And there is truly a lot of real estate to work with here, seeing as how she could lay flat against his chest with her feet just barely clearing his waist if she wanted.

Now that they're more facing each other than Legosi just looking up at Haru, he will finally take the plunge in letting his hands pass down the front of her to her sides, letting his fingers carefully slide beneath the hem of her nightgown so he can help ease it up and over her head.]

[There's a lot of him to work with, which is why for now, for the sake of having this actually be their first time, Haru is less exploratory and more purposeful in her movements and how to move things forward. She's the experienced one, after all, and he, the blushing virgin. So as he sits up, she scoots down, settling herself comfortably into his lap and--

Mm...she can feel him through his boxers, unable to help herself as she intentionally rotates her hips against him to settle in a bit more. Though she's distracted from mediating on it and the actuality of his size (and the potential logistics) when he moves to remove her top. She raises her arms up so he can more easily slip it up and over and, sitting on him now in only her underwear, barechested and exposed, she remains as she is in his lap so Legosi can have a full view of her.

If only for a moment. Because only a second or two passes before she moves forward, slipping her hands beneath his shirt, running her fingers up along the cream fur of his belly, and planting her bare feet onto the futon below the two of them to stand over him for a moment, she tugs the bottom of his t-shirt up to clue him into removing his shirt.]

You're so big... [Said playfully, either directed towards him physically or it's a comment about his dick size to help encourage his 'male mode' a bit more as she tries shimmying him out of his shirt.] I want to see all of you.

Edited (repetition...) 2021-05-12 03:57 (UTC)

[Haru has seen him before, mainly because she demanded as much just to gauge him on a surface level. She's likely had that image of him in her mind's eye for quite a while, now...and maybe she's done a bit of research on carnivores- mainly canines- since then, unless she isn't as attentive about that sort of thing as Legosi is. But even then, there's still a lot about his anatomy that's going to surprise her...things he hasn't told her. Things that he's not even really sure how to bring up casually, but it's really a "depends on if we even make it that far" sort of deal.

Maybe it's just the hormones talking, but he's not sure he cares that much at present. He's too preoccupied with the image he's being presented with now: of a shirtless Haru sitting just in her underwear perched on top of him, an image he can only describe as beautiful. Her fur is absolutely pristine, white as snow and practically glowing even though the room is dark. He can see her quite well, actually, thanks to his ability to see so well in dim lighting. It makes him wonder how he must look to her, a much darker, larger figure in the semi-gloom in comparison.

Wordlessly- transfixed, even- Legosi moves to pull off his shirt as guided, exhaling on a low sound under his breath when any sort of even minute pressure is applied to him. That comment is enough on its own, but she was literally sitting on his clothed cock just then, so like...

Yeah, he's definitely hard, and getting harder all the time. It's just like their first time trying this, only back then he got to this point and then it ended terribly and he had to take care of himself in the bathroom. He doesn't regret it, but boy...he sure does hope that doesn't happen this time, he's not sure if the male in him could handle that very well. As it stands it's plain to see that slowly, moment by moment, a subtle change is starting to overtake Legosi as they proceed and lose more clothing. His eyes never fully open much like his jaws never fully close as he watches Haru intently, but it's never....predatorily. He's just enraptured by her, wanting to remember every slight detail of everything he sees. Just as much as there is a lot of him to see...a lot of hidden scars beneath that shirt too, places on his body where skin shows through where hair never fully regrew back.

Now that Haru is shirtless, Legosi allows his hands to wander back up to her, this time able to touch her chest more directly. It's much the same- still very soft....so soft...- but also very different, namely because he can feel her fur. Her nipples. He's honestly not sure whether he'd like to just keep them in his hands or take them into his mouth, if he's honest.]

I want to see all of you, too.

[He cuts a dramatic figure in the dark, there's no denying the reality of what he is and what she sees. To someone who doesn't know him, uninformed and simple-minded towards the dichotomy of carnivore & herbivore, he'd be an intimidating sight, especially with his shirt off, the entirety of his scarred and fight-weary body out on full display. But to Haru, she knows him, and continues to get to know him because nobody can truly know the whole of an individual no matter how hard they try, and with himself exposed she allows herself a moment to trace her hands along the broad bare expanse of his chest. Feel along the knotted bare skin around his scars, some older and more familiar than others, paying mind to the ugly, faded scar on his abdomen from being shot. Like him, she wants to memorize every detail as he does with her.

When she had demanded to look at his penis, it was pure curiosity and trying to figure out physical compatibility. And now, with his shirt removed, hands trailing down his body, the cream coloured fur that matches his face, sitting back down on his lap and on him, feeling how hard he is against her and how much bigger he's gotten since she's last seen him like this, it's overwhelming. Not in a bad way, just like the way his eyes rake over her, the way his mouth hangs slightly open and how the minimal light catches the flash of his fangs, only fills her with trepidation of a first time with someone she cares about and someone who looks at her as an equal. Unlike last time there's no feeling like she's just a prey animal made to be consumed. She just wants this to go right.

And as his hands wander over her, it's over her body as a woman and not as just a rabbit, and the way his rough fur and calloused pads move and catch on her nipples as he feels her up, it's overwhelming as a lover and not as a small prey animal. Her breathing is going heavy, her own gaze half-lidded and heady with want, feeling herself burning up in response to his touch and the hard press of his cock beneath and against her.

At his word, she laughs breathily, a slight nervousness bubbling up, and twisting a bit in his lap she removes her undergarments, tossing them aside. She's wet, no doubt he smells it, and just as she removes her underwear she keeps her hands between them to pull down his boxers, easing them off his hips and looking down at him to see him in full and--]

Oh, it's-- [big. Like she's said. Different from how it looked when she first saw it, and it's...

intimidating.

Her hesitancy is showing, but she doesn't want to risk any potential setbacks now that they've made it this far. Looking up at him, holding his gaze and keeping herself focused on him and how she's feeling overall in this moment, while he feels up her body she feels up his cock, from its base up along its shaft with both hands.]

I'm going to be on top, okay? [No room for him to say otherwise. And, adjusting herself in his lap, allowing him to see her in full and watch her in full, she presses the head of his cock first along her, wetting his tip and then, slowly (not by choice honestly, but because she has to...) easing him inside her. She winces, looking down so he doesn't catch it, and exhales, rocking her hips, every fiber of herself shuddering in a mix of pleasure and discomfort, until she has him in full, wet and flush against him and--

Wow that's full. She might not be able to stay like this for long.] I just... [panting, she braces her hands against the jut of his hipbones, rocking her hips back and forth to continue easing herself around him.] give me a second.

[Legosi had expected for things to escalate much more quickly than they had the first time they attempted this. Not because they're rushing, per-say, but due to the fact that it's abundantly clear that they both want to do this without leaving room for something to go wrong in the time they could be filling pleasing one another. And really, that's likely what will be their downfall in the end...wishing so hard for everything to go completely right. That just isn't how intimacy works, not just with them but for basically any couple who is still in the explorative stages of their relationship. Honestly, even experienced couples who know all of each others' quirks run into snags from time to time...that's just how things go.

And yet.

There's something of an almost comical sort of stretch to Legosi's expression for a moment when they're both only partially nude one minute then completely there in the second. Then on the third Haru has him between her hands, and on the fourth he can feel her rubbing against him and ooooh dear god-]

Ha-

[He starts, unsure if the way he was about to say her name was more cautioning or questioning. He knows good and well that he is a much different beast when fully erect. He's big, make no mistake, but also not unusually so. He's a healthy adult male for sure, but there are still animals out there in the world who are much bigger both overall and...in this way. He has no way of knowing what Haru's seen- and he doubts he'll ever ask- but even then he trusts her not to take something she can't handle, but that's not the part he's concerned about. Before he really has much time to think about voicing it though, she's started to sink down on him and if Legosi didn't already have the type of iron will required to resist meat, he might have cum early just from the sheer overwhelming brutal tightness of Haru's body all around him.

He actually holds his breath without realizing as she's moving and even long after she's stopped moving, counting the seconds ticking by in his head as he struggles to articulate coherent thoughts. Don't worry Haru take your time Legosi is trying to remember how to exist.]

It-....it's....very t-tig-ght....

[He's panting now too as his brain reminds him he needs oxygen to live, and suddenly he's realizing he's very glad that Haru is controlling the pace right now because he's really, really afraid of hurting her like this. Might be best to gauge how much she's comfortable with like this to start with, then compensate for future times.]

[Like much in Haru's life, she's realized she probably put herself in a situation that's much too large for her to handle without giving much time to actually assess the situation. She knew what she wanted, knew that she wanted to feel good and finally, finally consummate her relationship with Legosi in the one way they haven't, and now she's realized they probably should have spent longer with foreplay. Easing him into it, herself into it, as ready and as willing as they both may be about it.

And it's hard to tell if Legosi is commenting on how tight it is as a compliment (guys...tend to like it that way? No, don't think about other guys...) or if it hurts, and in response Haru rocks her hips, still trying to find purchase and comfort, making a small noise as a spike of pleasure ripples through her after such a long time of not having sex.]

A-ah that's...it's good. [She's still not looking at him, and the way she's rocking against him is less about stimulating herself and more trying to ease herself up to give him more room. But it's not happening, like there's something tying her down, locking her in place. Because unlike Legosi, she's not someone who's poured over books about canine biology, and completely missed the way the base of his cock flared out. She had been so focused on taking him in full, even if for a moment.

And she's small, everything about her is small even with such a large will to do and try, and the shock of it tightens her up and sends another shudder through her. It's not entirely bad, but it's also not as good as it could be if she were slightly bigger, or if he were slightly smaller, or honestly if she had just...paced herself better.]

Le-Legosi... [She is not going to say she's stuck, not going to think about how she's realized something new about how a male wolf's biology is made to dominate. The last thing she wants is another fuck up. So she looks up at him, her mouth hanging open in a pant, eyes fixed on him. Leading him.] You can still touch me.

I-I want you to touch me.

[It slips out as a command, through a ragged high pitched moan that slips out, clit finding purchase as she rocks against him, focused on finding pleasure through the tightness around his cock and the inability to move as freely as she wants.]

[Wolves- many canines in general, actually- have a unique...quirk to their anatomy that Haru is growing intimately familiar with before Legosi really explained it to her at length, which he's realizing is something he should have done but it's...far too late to even try now. Hell, he actually starts to form the words, but...

She's into it, even if it's a lot. He can tell that much both from her body language and her scent...though he's definitely missing her internal struggle over deciding whether or not she is actually stuck. Because the thing is...the knot, the flared base of Legosi's cock that's only visible now that he's aroused, will in essence "tie" him with his partner at the moment of climax to ensure the highest possible chance of conception, making it so they won't be able to part for a short time until he's softened enough to free himself. And Legosi's loose plan here had been to, like...pull OUT before that ever became an issue?

Apparently he sorely underestimated his own size compared to Haru's, because if she's seated herself all the way past his knot and actually is stuck now...haha, well. They're in trouble. Not that Legosi has realized that yet. Or maybe he's willfully deluding himself into not realizing it, trying instead to focus on the pleasure in yet more desperate attempts to not allow things to be ruined.]

A-ah...yes...

[Fuuuuck Haru is going to kill him. She's barely done anything and he's going to die, he knows it...between the friction of her actively rocking her hips against him to the sound that just left her lips, his head feels like it's on a completely different planet. He has to actually shake himself back into some sense of coherency, enough to make good on Haru's request of him. He does not trust his hips right now, actually a little afraid to move them at all, so if Haru wants anything going on there she's going to have to ride him, but that doesn't mean he's afraid to use his hands. They return quickly to her chest, following the same movements of before. Gently kneading, teasing her nipples with the rough pads of his fingertips...

But he can do more than that, can't he? He doesn't even need to be a young adult with a healthy understanding of what goes on in porn to have some ideas of other things he could be doing beyond just touching her with his hands. Time to put on your big boy pants, Legosi.

One hand remains against her breast- so large he can completely cover her up with his palm alone- as the other slides down to rest along her hip. He doesn't have to lean in far to find where he needs to be in the dark, his cold, slightly wet nose probably tickling her just briefly as it presses against her skin...only to be quickly replaced by his very large canine tongue as he lathes it roughly over her nipple.]

[Oh his hands...are a lot. Everything about this is a lot. And, with the way she's straddling him, his cock all the way in her and her body just tensing around him from head to base, all there really is for her to do is ride him until he cums. She's stuck in between feeling very hot and turned on but also painfully aware of how literally stuck she is each time she moves. It's so much and honestly, he'll be the death of her, especially with the way he goes all in at her demands, playing with her chest, his fingers on and circling her nipples, bright flashes of pink taught and erect beneath her white fur.

Honestly, his hands were enough, and in that moment she does find a rhythm on him, body eager and pliant beneath his touch, using her knees as leverage to rock her hips in a very familiar manner of a girl who's grinding her way towards a slow climb of a climax. Trying to keep it slow, at least, because the additional pressure of his knot hits just the right spot, where--]

Ah! [The shock of his cold wet nose catches her off-guard, sending a shudder through her that threatens to rack her body with a sudden and short orgasm. She exhales, heavily, trying to hold back which only tenses herself around him even more, pulling him in tighter. But when his tongue meets her nipple, the hot heat of his breath against her fur, his mouth and jaws close to her heart, it feels like she's reached a point of no return.

She gasps, trying to say his name but it's just too difficult to get out between the moans that slip out with each downward thrust of her hips. Her breathing grows staccato, hands moving from his hips to grip his face, fingers scrabbling at his mouth, slipping beneath his lips to his gum-line. She's holding him close to her, smothering her face against the hard length of his muzzle.]

--gosi. Legosi wait. I'm-- [It doesn't help that she's giving him mixed signals, body twisting against his touch, hips moving harder and harder with purpose, body suddenly desperate to make him cum, riding his knot as it continues to hit the right spot in a way that has her seeing white.] I'm stuck. [It's said with a desperate whine, one that his neighbors are...definitely going to hear through the walls of his apartment.] I'm stuck I'mstuckI'mstuck-- [This isn't... what she wants to say. It's not sexy, not romantic, nothing more than just desperation. But she keeps saying it because that's the main thing on her mind as she hits her peak suddenly. A full body orgasm that's...good, one that racks her through her ears to her toes, but so painful as her core contracts around him in what probably feels like a vice-like grip.]

[Everything escalates from 0 to fucking 1000 in so little time that it's a wonder both of them managed to not pass out from it all, and even then Legosi sure as hell feels like he might die before it's all over. On the one hand, it's...still really good. Like, really good. And he's bound and determined to make sure he treats Haru well, which is why he'd gone so far as to put his mouth on her while she started to move. It meant that his own movements were going to be a little uncoordinated and clumsy, but that matters little when she's able to take care of the rest on her own. He basically exists to facilitate further stimulus from different sides, which seems to be going well...at least at first.

He gasps a little when he feels her reaching to grab hold of his snout, hands slipping partway into his mouth in a way that causes his eyes to fly open the instant she starts to cry out that she's stuck. Stop, she's stuck-

The mixed signals only become further muddled when Haru doesn't actually stop herself, continuing to rock her hips and basically fuck every attempt at words out of Legosi before he can speak. It's so confusing, is she okay? Is she hurting? He wants to stop, but he's scared to try to make her stop because forcing her off might hurt her, or hell it could hurt him if he isn't careful. He can't quite see what's going on down there since she's still moving, but at the very least he's moved his hands down to hold her hips instead of anywhere else. He'd move his head back too, but uh...Haru sort of is gripping him so hard he can't really go anywhere.

He tries to explain, but the only sound that manages to leave his throat is closer to a wolfish whine than anything else, peppered with growls and throaty exhalations of breath as Haru abruptly reaches her climax with such incredible force that she might as well have kicked Legosi square in the gut with how suddenly and forcefully his balls tighten in response. The notion that he'd pull out is kindof funny, now, because they've long since gone past that even being a remote possibility. He wishes he could properly warn her in some way or do something to help more than just make desperate sounds, but that's just sortof what's happening right now. It's pleasurable just as much as it is painful on his end too, to the point where he doesn't even realize until midway through that he's in the throes of orgasm too.

Which...inevitably invites its own host of problems. Namely, the fact that since they're past the point of no return, Haru isn't just stuck- she is REALLY stuck. The base of his knot has swelled to the point where it's going to be physically impossible to remove, and honestly it's a surprise she forced it in to start with without it hurting too much. Maybe she overlooked that, thinking it probably would hurt anyway since Legosi is big but haha about that...

And then there's...the rest. Legosi cums, and with nowhere for it to go, it rushes into Haru with all the force you'd expect it to, and thanks to his dumb canine biology it is not going anywhere. At most, a bit might manage to dribble past and down her thighs, but most of it stays right where it is. Meanwhile, Legosi is struggling to keep himself fully upright, holding onto Haru both to support her and to make sure she doesn't move too much. Even as semen is still coming out of him and into her in a few final spurts, he's already starting to feel sensitive, and if she moves now he's pretty sure he'd actually black out from the pain.

Unsurprising for someone like Legosi though, the very instant he's able to find his voice again...he's immediately scrambling to reassure Haru, ignoring the drool rolling off his fangs and the way he's taken to shivering uncontrollably.]

I-...it's okay- y...you'll be okay, Haru-cha--an...norm---normal....for wolves...ah...

[Once he comes fully back to his senses, there will be plenty more room to be more appropriately panicked because...well, there's still the tricky matter of what if Haru remains stuck even AFTER his erection is gone???]

Oh god-- [She barely has time to register or appreciate the sounds he makes in the thrall of his orgasm, because the moment she comes down from hers she can only feel and comprehend the sheer pressure that wells up inside her. And just like everything about Legosi and these past few --minutes? It's only been minutes, hasn't it?-- it's big and overwhelming and so much. Just..ooooh it's a lot and it's all locked inside her.

He's smart to have grabbed onto her hips, holding her down, because she so intensely sensitive that every movement from him, every twitch and spurt of heat inside has her quaking. One bent leg even kicks down atop the futon out of reflex. Her small rabbit body is shaking from the intensity, from the aftermath of just trying to take and do everything all at once. She's been with all kinds of male animals, after all, a decent spread...rabbit, deer, a goat, even a donkey...she thought she could handle this, same as any other. But, this was uncharted territory, something she should have taken slow, and the come-down of the adrenaline she feels is similar to how she felt, strangely enough, after their first night at that fountain.

And she feels like a fountain. A clogged up, locked in fountain that's under a lot of pressure and barely leaking...god what's going on? How is he still inside her? Why does it feel even bigger? She brings her hands up to her face, patting her cheeks to keep herself from passing out. She doesn't want to accidentally insult Legosi, doesn't want to freak him out or embarrass him in what is an intensely intimate, heated moment that she initiated and went all in on but--]

I-it's normal? A-are you sure? Are you okay? Wh-wh...hhhhh-- [Sorry, she moves in a way that's trying to unlock herself from him, but she won't budge and it hurts, ears flattening against her head.

What weirds her out most of all, her hips locked into his, fur feeling prickly, hot and sweaty, everything sensitive and aching with him still inside, is that...there's a part of her that likes this closeness. This warmth. In an embarrassingly primoradial way. Maybe it's a female rabbit thing. Like, she may not know what's going on, but it's not hard putting two and two together when a guy's body is made to try keeping as much semen inside her as possible.

Haru's impulsive, not stupid. And she's not going to tell him.]

H-how long? [She curls her toes, to keep herself from kicking, her body instinctively wanting to twist out of this. But, she's hunkering down. Accepting this fate.]

[Every time Haru moves, it's like Legosi has been electrocuted. It's almost enough for him to choke out a plea for her to stop, but he can't even really manage that much. And it wouldn't be fair anyway. He knows she's panicked and probably hasn't dealt with anything like this before now. Certainly not being physically unable to seperate from her partner after they've both climaxed. It makes for an uncomfortable position for both of them, and distantly Legosi is just now realizing that this never would have been a problem for his grandparents. This is totally unique to them and...complicates things a bit more, doesn't it?

He gulps down a series of shaky breaths, his eyes watering from a mixture of pain and pleasure that his brain can't quite untangle from each other. Even the fur on his body feels oversensitive right now, so he's just...trying to stay as perfectly still as he can possibly manage, not yet realizing that he'd pulled a few holes into the sheets with his claws by now. He has to pant for a handful of seconds before he can answer, his voice hoarse and thin.]

I'm o-okay, but it's...up to...a-a half hour.

[A half. Hour.

They'd only been having sex for, what. A few minutes, maybe? Now they're facing the prospect of not even having a hope of pulling apart for ten times as long, and there's no actual promise they'll even be able to once that time has passed.]

[Well, Legosi's grandparents had their own set of problems, but that's neither here, nor there. Because here, Haru is a rabbit stuck, in a way her body was never made to get stuck, and every move she makes only serves as a reminder that there's no way out of this for the foreseeable...]

...half hour.

[She just about chokes it out, incredulously, the high from her orgasm now completely gone. Looking down and away from him, she continues to try ignoring the sensation of being tied and knotted down in what continues to remain a very sensitive, aching area, not to mention she's trying even harder to ignore the sheer amount of cum that's pooled inside her, completely locked in place until they're able to pull apart. Because yes, until. She's not going to consider it an if.

But, it's difficult not to think about the entirety of her situation, not while everything is just sitting on holed up inside her, and that lingering heat that's settled deep inside creeps its way up her spine, heating her neck, and she's blushing a bright pink beneath her white fur. A blush that reaches the tips of her ears, which remain pressed against her head.]

I should have...read more about wolves. [She wants to reassure him, because she probably looks horrified when this isn't his fault. Trying to stay stock-still against him (her left leg...is getting tingly though, like it's falling asleep...) she brings her hands up, at first to touch his chest in an attempt to comfort him, but then thinking better of it, hovering awkwardly in front of her instead.] I-It wasn't bad though! I really wanted to do this with you, and it's...you're...

...good. [god help her if this scars him back into a chaste relationship....that's the last thing she wants...] I...got too into it, too quickly.

[...]

I-I'll...be more careful next time.

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[Yeah...Legosi really doesn't blame Haru for not reading up on wolf anatomy. It's not like that's something she's required to do, Legosi is just...himself, so of course he already had plenty of books about rabbits and small-breed herbivores on hand long before they started dating seriously. If anything, he should have gotten over himself enough to actually warn her about it instead of just assuming it would be fine even if she managed to get that much of him in her...

...actually, now that he thinks about it, he really did underestimate Haru's ability to just shove his knot all the way in. That HAD to have hurt.

Either way, it's hard to say what Legosi is thinking about it all right now other than...pain. It's pain. It felt good, but that high has run its course and now he's aching in a way he never thought he could ache. And while Haru might be awkwardly holding her hands up without knowing what to do with them, Legosi takes the iniative himself to bring his own up and take hold of them, gently.]

It...it's okay, Haru-chan. I'm sorry I didn't...tell you.

[It's too late for regrets either way. Never mind the fact it's too late for Legosi's brilliant idea to pull out at the last second because haha...Haru may be trying to scrape herself clean for quite a while after this.]

A..as soon as we can get apart, I'll help you clean up...

[Now they both know that, technically speaking, Haru does have the mental and physical fortitude to handle a guy like Legosi. And it had hurt but honestly, her past and general experience was probably for the best in a relationship like this. If their roles were reversed...Look let's just say she's worked her way up since her first time. But this was one hell of a way to come back from a long dry spell.

Try as she might to remain still, keeping in place while her left leg does indeed fall asleep from the knee down, her body still reacts when Legosi takes her hands. It's...a gentle gesture, and for all the awkwardness and discomfort she currently feels, it's a reminder that theirs is a relationship about learning more about each other, and that this is just another part. She runs her thumbs across the pads of his palms, ignoring how her body quavers a bit.]

Honestly, if you told me I think I would have still...tried. [She'd have been more mentally prepared, sure, but Haru is a girl of impulse at her core. And while she's done a lot to move away from harmful tendencies, this...was something she'd have wanted to experience anyway.

She hums in an attempt to mute the fact that she's not looking forward to cleaning up, and hopefully Legosi wasn't living too much of a bachelor lifestyle where he doesn't have another set of bedsheets. And that trek to the washroom is going to be...something.

It's quiet for a moment, still in the process of considering her position, their points of contact (primarily his hands, which offer a good distraction) and lacing her fingers as best she can through his, not looking directly at him, she tries to keep the silence from feeling oppressive.]

Th-this...I was telling the truth, saying that this isn't bad. [ok it's a half-truth; her insides hurt and she's going to be walking funny and uncomfortably days after this] I know something new about you, a-and...mmm...in a weird way

......it feels kind of good.

[She's avoiding looking at him as she mumbles it.]

[It doesn't come as too much of a surprise that Haru would have insisted they try to have sex even knowing the potential consequences. She outright demanded he show her his dick before so she could gauge that very thing, and hey...they have crossed that very tall threshold of not knowing whether or not it was possible. Now they know that it is, in fact, possible. If something that's going to require a lot of future patience and practice. Launching into this without a plan isn't going to be something they can do, not unless they don't plan on penetration anyway.

Legosi exhales heavily, the sound much like something deflating as he feels his cock throbbing dully occasionally, not entirely sure if it's from the pressure or residual waves from the afterglow going on. He has nothing else to base what he's feeling on right now, just that he knows he is sweating in the metaphorical sense. He hadn't realized until things got almost totally silent that he's been open-mouthed panting this whole time, his tongue lolling from his open jaws that haven't shut for some time now.

He wants to assure Haru that he knows what she means, that she did enjoy it even if it was a patented disaster, when she startles him back into silence for a beat.]

You- ...really?

[He could buy it feeling good in the moment, but it seems like right now all she should be feeling is a whole lot of pain and discomfort. Of course, it's not like Legosi really knows what it's like...hell, this is the first time he's actually been inside of anything that wasn't his own hand, and that's a similar mix of good and too much all at the same time. So...maybe that's how it's feeling for Haru, just in the reverse sort of way.]

[Maybe someday they will cross the bridge of "can Haru fit this dick in her mouth" the next time they follow through. (Spoilers: the answer is...no) But, theirs is a relationship of testing the waters, of trial and error (with a lot of errors), and considering how their relationship always seems to go from 0 to 100 regardless of circumstances it's honestly fitting their actual first time wound up this intense.

His panting, open mouthed and wet, isn't helping much in calming her down. Even though the high of her orgasm has come and gone, replaced with awkwardness and a test of patience and the ability to hold as still as possible, like she just admitted to there is a good feeling to all this. Part of it coming from his natural response, no hiding behind the façade of social expectation, understanding that he's a wolf and this is who he is.

She still can't look him in the eye, his response understandably that of disbelief. Because there is definite pain and discomfort, but...she continues to trace her fingers along his hands, feeling up the pads at his palm, the tips of his fingers, all for the sake of distraction and comfort and the desire to be held after sex. In a way she's not exactly used to; having usually been the sort to either bid her partners a hurried goodbye after making the bed and tidying up.

There was only one other guy she spent a long time with post-coitus in bed, but she's not about to mention Louis in all this. Or any of her previous partners. Things are weird enough as it is, and even if they're waiting for things to calm down so they can pull apart she's not about to deflate Legosi's ego like that.]

Y-yeah. I wasn't expecting it but it um, feels good still being this close after sex. [Her ears begin to rest in a more neutral position, though she's still burning hot from embarrassment and discomfort. Still toying with his paw-pads. At least she's not as tense anymore, which helps.] It's intimate.

[Intimate is one way to put it. It's certainly not...the best way things could have gone, but...on some instinctual level, Legosi himself likes it too. This is how things happen for wolves, so if he'd gone the expected route and started dating a Grey Wolf instead, wouldn't this have been an inevitability he would have had to deal with anyway? It would have just been expected, and much less of a...tight fit.

Still, Haru's embarrassment is infectious. Her body language tips it off more than anything else, which Legosi finds himself subconsciously imitating...his own ears laying back against his head similar to the way hers have.

He does appreciate the way she's tracing his hands with her much smaller ones, though. It's grounding, in a way.]

I...I'm glad to hear that. I was starting to worry I'd...really hurt you.

[He's...still not totally sure he hasn't? Like, he's half afraid she's going to have been stretched and pumped full to the point of potential injury that they won't realize until after they've parted, but maybe he's overthinking it. Haru isn't inexperienced, so she would have told him if she was really hurt. She's probably had accidents before now, too. Legosi isn't the exception to the rule just because he's a carnivore. There are large herbivores, too.]

If this was my first time, maybe... [Said while she splays her palm flat against his, their difference in size just truly overwhelming all over, that honestly things could have very easily gone wrong. And...he's deep, very deep don't get her wrong, and this is probably the longest anyone's been inside her for a continuous amount of time but...

Yeah. There are large herbivores too. It's not a fact she's going to really openly discuss with her boyfriend, especially when he's knot-deep inside her, but--] I'll be pretty sore but...it's pretty resilient.

[The way she says it...definitely implies she's had some experiences that were less than pleasant. Her attempting to be eaten by him notwithstanding. And, even though it is awkwardly put, she feels a bit more at ease now, looking up at him.]

But you...you're... [This was his first time... Through her haze of discomfort, and the ruddy blush beneath her fur, she looks concerned.] Are you okay?

[That is...a good question. Is he okay?]

I...think so...

[He sounds pretty hoarse and breathless even as he says that though, like he's not entirely sure. At the very least he's pretty sure he didn't break anything, it's just a sensation unlike any he's ever felt. A discomfort unlike anything...

He's going to be really sore after this too, and much in a similar way as Haru will be.]

This is the first time I've...er. K...knot....

[You know. Busted a nut and then proceeded to get his knot stuck in somebody, obviously.]

It just feels...strange, that's all. Not in a bad way.

[It's common knowledge, at this point, that up until right now that Legosi had been a Virgin with a capital V. So Haru knows that all of what went down is an entirely new experience for him, one which she wishes she had put more thought and care into instead of acting on her own selfish whims. Had she done any reading, she'd have been better prepared for this. Maybe not go for the gold so to speak to see if she could take him in his entirety, maybe let Legosi explore a little bit more.

So it's why, hands trailing up his palms, once more lacing his fingers through his and just holding his hands, she keeps talking with him, touching him, experiencing this together as two people who have varying experiences but share the understanding that this is a first for them both. And contrary to romance novels, movies, and even just plain porn, first times are rarely if ever perfect. Sex in general, honestly, is never perfect. It's more about who you're with.]

Next time we'll take it slower. Where it'll stop feeling strange altogether. [She gives him a reassuring squeeze.] Just tell me when it feels right to pull out, okay? I don't want to hurt you.

[It must be strange, for her as someone so small to worry about hurting him, but a part of what made sex important to her is that it's an affirmation of equality. Of seeing eye to eye. Being in the same situation, similar feelings, being close. And even if his body is the one locking her in place there is very much a mutual bond through all of this.

She has a feeling, if things work in their favour, she'll be able to tell when it's safer to move when she starts leaking all over him and the bedspread. Because this is way more than her body is made for. But, communication is key.]

I'll help you clean up too. And... [A laugh slips out, but it's gentle.] I hope you have extra bedsheets.

[Legosi nods a little, though he wishes he could promise Haru that time would be coming any time soon. It's only been a few minutes, yet the swelling hasn't gone down really at all. It's sensitive to the point of being painful in a way erections simply are not, and while instinctively he wants to get away from it, part of him also wants to stay here for much longer. It's a very strange battle of wits going on in his head right now, one that he has to shove to the wayside for the time being so he can focus on Haru in particular.

He's definitely more worried for her sake than he is his own, but...it's appreciated to see the same concern afforded to him in reverse. It makes him feel a whole lot less...bad about how all of this ended up shaking out, especially when things seemed to be going so well at first. So far they're 2|0 on the board of "times sex went wrong", but they have all of the time in the world to figure this out. That, and he highly doubts either of them will be satisfied with just letting this be it and giving up here. It's a minor setback...well, maybe more major than minor, but still.]

I have at least one spare. [Thank GOD] But it's going to feel a little cheap...

[He couldn't afford a really nice spare, but honestly it's not like the sheets he uses now are exactly plush either. They're servicable and plain, and that's all he's ever really needed.]

But...I'm going to buy more, soon.

[For next time.]

[Haru, luckily and strangely, has the patience of a saint when things actually matter, and while there's a lot more pain and discomfort going on than...she's honestly ever felt with a partner, she knows after a bit of physical (and emotional) recovery she'll be up for having sex with him again.

The fact that this doesn't feel completely wrong is a good sign. Though part of it comes from a very archaic, primordial desire to have young and have young successfully. Again, a fact that she's ignoring and not admitting to beyond her "it feels good" confession.

Because she's not...actually hoping for that.]

I prefer cheap material over wet and sticky... [Said with brutal honesty.] We can make a shopping trip for new bedsheets later this week.

[It's an awkwardly mundane conversation to be had with your boyfriend's cock inside you but, again, there's an intimacy to hashing out domestic life planning. After fucking. A very brief, very fleeting fuck.

And in another beat or two of passing, her leg having fallen complete asleep and tingling in the worst way possible, she winces a bit and tries her best not to shift against him lest she accidentally tear something.]

Maybe this'll be more comfortable if we...laid down? Or do we, um, have to keep this position?

[Poor Haru. As uncomfortable as he feels, it must be even worse on her end since she isn't even on the bed proper. He thinks on her question for a moment, before deciding that ultimately...it probably doesn't really matter if they do, right?]

Laying down should be fine...

[He's already resigned himself to the mess to come being huge and inavoidable, so anything else they do is going to be relatively inconsequential. And since Legosi is so much bigger, it's a little easier for him to very carefully shift so he's leaning on his side at first, giving Haru more space to shift so she's able to lay herself down first instead of sitting up on his hips as she had been. It's a little awkward to figure out, since they're still stuck together, but Legosi is willing to let Haru take up any position she needs to to be comfortable.]

[With the opportunity given and offered, Haru shifts to just lay on top of him, taking care with the way she moves. There's a moment of discomfort, of feeling him move inside a still very sensitive area as she adjusts herself to rest her cheek against his stomach, but she manages, legs stretching slightly for a moment at either side of his hips to lessing tingling sensation in the one that's fallen asleep.

At first, the way she lays on top of him emphasizes the tension of where they've been tied, pulling in a way that reminds her (and probably him) that no, they're still stuck in this for the long haul, but after she shifts back in a way where the pull lessens, she remains content laying against him.

In the end, all she really wants is to be held, to keep things from feeling like a total failure. It's not the first time she's cuddled with someone still inside her, but there's a difference between choosing it and having the obligation. And laying against him is calming, in a way that has her relaxing which is probably key to...making it easier for him to pull out when the time comes. Or at least more comfortable for them both.

Possibly.]

Is this all right for you?

[Said as she draws her arms around him in a hug, lacing her fingers through his fur. Like he's a big stuff animal for her to lounge on.]

[Legosi stays still and quiet as Haru repositions herself, occasionally having to screw his eyes shut when the tug between them reminds him of just how stuck they truly are. But eventually- eventually- they're still again...and as long as he keeps that pushed to the back of his mind, it's easy to imagine that they're just doing some post-coital cuddling. That's why his answer ends up slipping out, sounding a little too casual for the situation at hand.]

It's...perfect.

[Because beyond the mishap, it is perfect. It's really all Legosi could have ever hoped for, and it isn't just about the sex. It's about Haru, and seeing her happy and fulfilled with someone as large and sometimes incompatible as he is. It's proof that in spite of everything, they're making this work.

He puts his arms gently around her in turn, his fingertips stroking gently at the space behind her ears.

They'll make this work.]

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